I'll Have to Cry
“I’ll Have to Cry” is a poignant song by Nikhil Gangavane that delves into themes of longing, hope, and the presence of an unseen guardian. The song portrays a sense of vulnerability and yearning.
The singer acknowledges being alone but not truly lonely. The heartbeat symbolizes life and emotion, emphasizing the longing for companionship. Although physically apart, the person they long for resides in their heart. The imagery of the sun, moon, and stars suggests an all-encompassing love. The lines “So I get scared when it gets cloudy up above / Cuz I know that very soon I’ll have to cry” reveal the fear of impending pain. Clouds represent uncertainty and emotional storms. The singer feels despair, akin to a blind person navigating a storm. Yet, nobody seems to care whether they’ll survive. It highlights the isolation of suffering. The unseen presence (the sun, moon, and stars) provides solace. The belief that tears can melt walls and reach the heart suggests hope and healing.
In summary, “I’ll Have to Cry” captures the universal human experience of longing, fear, and the desire for emotional connection. Nikhil Gangavane’s soulful rendition conveys raw emotions, making it relatable to anyone who has felt the ache of separation.
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I'll Have to Cry - Lyrics
Singer/Songwriter/Composer - Nikhil Gangavane
Recording Engineer - Ishaan Devasthali
Recording Supervisor - Aum Gangavane
I’ve been walking the path alone but I’m not lonely
My heartbeats fill up the silence all around me
She’s not with me but she’s in my heart
She’s my sun she’s the moon and the stars
There’s no way to live a life without her here with me
So I get scared when it gets cloudy up above
Cuz I know that very soon I’ll have to cry
I feel despair like a blind man walking down a storm
But nobody cares even to know if I’ll survive
I walk a path so different
No one thinks I’ll ever make it
But when she comes, they’ll see that I can win
She gives me the light of a thousand suns
That keeps me warm on a coldest day
But when it rains the clouds hide her again
There are times when life feels like a curse that hit me
I’m trapped in all relations where I have no keys
But she is my sun, she’s the moon and the stars
And if there’s a way to reach her heart
I could break down all these walls that seem to hold me
But I get scared when it gets cloudy up above
Cuz I know that very soon I’ll have to cry
I feel this fear of drowning down in all this love
and will she care even to know if I’ll survive
She gave me the wings so I could fly
Fuelled with power of belief
I could win if she was here with me
I always try to reach her heart
Only she can heal my pain
But then it rains the clouds hide her again
Yeah I get scared when it gets cloudy up above
Cuz I know that very soon I’ll have to cry
I feel despair like a blind man walking down a storm
But nobody cares even to know if I’ll survive
Yes she is my sun and the moon and the stars
And if there’s a way to reach her heart
Maybe my tears will melt these walls that seem to hold me